Yesterday was the last full moon of the year, and it was a powerful one... Positioned in Cancer, this one really hit home for me and all the things that have been on my heart as of late. Much about letting go of the past, transformation and healing. I am so ready to move beyond my sadness of the loss of my parents, and into a state of being that simply holds their spirits within me as I move through my day to day, honoring them through my actions and love. I have been feeling a huge healing transformation heading my way for some time... and although I have felt touches of it all over me, I feel the real stuff has even yet to begin, but I feel it coming. I have no idea what it looks like or how it feels, but I feel ready for the leaping, into whatever it is. I have alot of letting go to do. After having a certain little run in with someone the other day, out of the blue, I felt my heart lift some old burdens. Feeling the sheer negative energy oozing out of them reminded me of the reasons its necessary to simply walk away at times. And after years of feeling guilt within myself, in that moment, I realized it was so self imposed, and I instantly felt a dark cloud lift away from me. This moment led me to look a little further into other areas of my life I have been self imposing imprisonments of guilt, fear, shame, etc. There is alot of it. And Im learning that most of it is tangled within myself b/c I have allowed it to be there. There are some much deeper things within my personal being that I have been trying to work on for so long now it seems... but always came to road blocks and would mentally throw my hands up, give up. I feel a new road is ahead of me now... one that is guided by my ancestors and is shown to me through people who show up in my life. I have learned to recognize when someone is placed in my life with something big for me to pay attention to. Even the ones who cause hurt and create huge emotional blocks. They are all here to teach me something. New perspectives have been showing up all around me, and I am grateful for this.
These quotes from Celestial Space Astrology for this full moon resonated deeply with me...
"There are some memories so deeply embedded within the Unconscious, that
they need to be exposed for transformation and healing to take place so
they no longer influence your life or behaviors. Why hold on to painful
memories from your own life or that of your family ancestors and genetic
lineage.
The exquisite potential of the Full Moon in Cancer is re-establishing
emotional purity and strength. Allowing one to be confident and free to
express feelings and flow with life. Learn to honor your feelings and
attune to the Sacred Feminine. Be receptive to healing and also remain
open to allowing things to wash away and prepare your inner container
for new beginnings by being in the present moment. Let the raw emotion
of rejection, abandonment and emotional betrayal heal. Allow love to
caress you and nourish you on every level.
Another piece to the Full Moon in Cancer is that people have a
tendency to live on auto-pilot tend to carry forward sticky emotional
guilt, painful memories, family curses, intense bitterness within the
ancestral lineage without even questioning anything. And at times this
plays it out in their personal lives or with situations in present time.
The old story repeats in a loop like a memory.
The Full Moon in Cancer offers a wonderful opportunity to let go of
being on auto-pilot and detox. Allow whatever is meant to be exposed to
be revealed you can face it head on and move forward. It it also
possible one’s family or ancestors that have transitioned (died or left
the physical body) will be around to support this important phase and
transformation. They too want to contribute so that the ancient patterns
heal and become whole and healthy once again."
I am here. I am listening. I am open to receiving. I am asking for guidance. And I am grateful for the support I receive.
Oh, this is beautiful. I have been feeling this way recently too, yet it is hard for me to put it into words like you have done here. I think more and more of us are awakening, in sorts, and it's such a magnificent thing to witness and be a part of. I had interactions with two very negative people yesterday, and I felt the negativity "oozing" out of them too. I love the way you put that! I told my boyfriend later of my experiences and explained to him also the importance of letting it be, accepting it, being proactive, "walking away" ♥
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A really beautiful space you have here. I love your honesty. I think it is important to remain open with our journeys and share the connection of that. shining a light in dark corners is the most painful, healing things you can do. Love and light to you.
ReplyDeleteWonderful post! It truly is a very healing time, there seems to be a great cosmic shift happening, like 2013 is going to be a major transformational time. I feel it too!
ReplyDeleteThis is such a great post. I love it! It's so great getting rid of negative energy and being excited to move forward and begin such a great spiritual journey! You're amazing!!
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ReplyDeleteI love this post as I love all I your posts similar to this. I strongly believe in fare and I think fate brought me to this post for this reason: It has been a rough year for me and my husband also. I decided to take a journey in 2013 through a scrapbook course called 'One Little Word.' It is one little word that shapes your whole year. My word is 'Go' in short for 'Let Go.' These two words have shown up in lots of places lately and I know these are the words to inspire me through 2013. And you have used them here in your post. I wish you the best through 2013 and cannot wait to see what life holds for you.
ReplyDeleteI have noticed it has been a huge past near-two weeks of internal change and spiritual detox, and I keep trying to get myself to surround my regions of home with exercises akin to this. I, too, am loving this post.
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