I found these two feathers several days ago. I thought it was one when I picked it up, they were stuck together so perfectly. Then I realized it was two, and now it seems so perfectly fitting.
Today has been a really rough day. I think the sheer reality of things may be setting in. I go back and forth, one minute feeling peaceful and the next wanting to scream. Today I put my headphones on and posted lots of new jewelry to etsy. The noise and thinking it took kept my mind off of it for a while. I know I have to deal with it and feel my feelings, but I just cant all day long.
I have a feeling my blog may become a bit bi-polar for a while. Luckily I have lots of sponsor posting to do for this last week, so I have plenty of good stuff to fill in the holes. Just bare with me during this time. I am blessed to have such a supportive following of readers. I have had so many emails filled with love and tears.
This coming week I have a few amazing giveaways Ill be posting, and I still have plenty of photos to share that were taken before all of this happened. I have a feeling it may be a while before I feel like doing any sort of outfit post or things like that. But I will also try to use this space to find some peace and normalcy outside of my inner pain. Maybe I can utilize this as my happy space, something to look forward to each day. I will try my best.
Thank you again for the love you have shown.
Thank you again for the love you have shown.
PEACE,
Laura
Pretty feathers. :)
ReplyDeleteDo what you need to...you know we will all be here for you.
Take care sweetie.
Laura, you do YOU! In whatever real, bipolar, authentic, genuine way you need to. Feeling strong or weak, brave or scared, ready to fight or just need to lay down, angry or peaceful, stormy or calm...be and do what you need. Those who matter don't mind...those that mind don't matter. You take all the room and liberty you need. The give and take of community is beautiful...even if it is virtual. We stand with you.
ReplyDeleteWe're here for you! Hoping you feel better soon.. xx
ReplyDeleteLaura,
ReplyDeleteIt breaks my heart to hear about the pain you are feeling. Please let me know if I can help in anyway.
Hugs from you friend in New England
we are all here for you and love you as is. don't forget it.
ReplyDelete<3 i think everyone will understand any bipolarity or absence or whatever changes there might be. jsut be sure to take care of yourself!
ReplyDeleteits the first time im commenting on your blog,i wish i could say a lot of comforting things but all i can do is sending you lots of love and hugs..
ReplyDeleteand dont worry about your blog being bipolar..just do whatever you need to do... take your time..:)
lots of love
take extra good care of yourself
x
ginella
That sounds like a great plan, I hope we can all contribute to this being your happy space.
ReplyDeleteJust keep being yourself and do what you gotta do! We'll all love reading regardless :) And my thoughts are with you, I can't imagine how difficult this all is for you.
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