the most adorable blowfish shoes ever.
me and my nephew aiden.
breakfast: broccoli & eggs, jam & toast, fruit
pics of my parents on my desk.
going to town.
reorganized craft space.
bella helping me make jewelry.
breakfast: yogurt, granola & fruit
flattened my hair for the first time in foreverrrr.
crazy day after hair.
This week has been a crazy one. Starting off with finding the most hurtful insensitive email of my life from someone. Then James hit two deer. Luckily he is a-okay!!! We did find out two days ago though that his car is considered totaled, so now we have to get a new vehicle. Totally did not see that one coming. And just this week we seriously started talking about saving up for a new vehicle. Funny how this world works. Now we HAVE to, and fast! We will be a one car family for the next several months while we save up for a new car. I will be honest, its kind of been stressing me out. Also my nanna's man has been in the hospital and that has been weighing heavy on my heart. He is going to be okay, its just been rough for him lately and makes me so sad. And the night of the concert I posted about in my last post, I got super sad about my dad. Places like Floore's just make me think of all the times going out with my parents... and how much my dad LOVED music. He would have enjoyed that show. And we ran into some of his friends that he normally would of gone with, which made me sad. We were listening to the Smashing Pumpkins on the way to the show, and they have a cover of Landslide, and the words have a whole new meaning now... and I lost it. I held it together and still fully enjoyed the show, but by the time we got home I was just done for. My emotional levy finally broke. And it flooded all through yesterday too. I couldnt hardly crack a smile all day. Most days I can accept the reality of it all, but then others I just cant. I just want my parents here damnit! Its just been one of those weeks! Symbolically Im glad tomorrow is Monday. Time to start anew. I woke up this morning and decided to just stay focused on work to get me through this day. I posted lots of new goodies in my Roots and Feathers shop, and Im about to go work more on Ruche. Keep my hands busy. (thanks for listening to me vent and rant)